Prologue

There is a feeling deep inside of me
That I cannot ignore or leave
One of sadness and despair
That eats at my heart

Tears well up from my eyes
As a black hole forms inside of me
Sucking all hope and happiness
Leaving only a depressing emptiness

I can feel life flowing out of me
Bleeding away from the cut in my heart
My attachment to life is broken
A meaningless overwhelms me

There is too much pain for me to bear
I could die and feel no sorrow
No remorse for leaving this world
For this pain has ended my life

My life is a rainy day
Tears shower down every hour
Only stopping when there is no more
Sadness is but a constant drizzle

Please God make this rain go away!
Give my life some sun
And remove the death inside of me
Heal my hear O Lord, let the bleeding stop

I pray for happiness in my life
With this sadness weighing me down, I cannot continue
Answer my cry O God and give life to the dead
My only hope is you, with it balances life and death.

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